So I went to my primary car physician last week and now I am on an anti-depressant, a sleep aid, and an anti-anxiety medication.  I feel even more out of sorts right now while all these medications are building up in my system.  Today I was probably awake 8 hours total and that was mostly in half hour to hour settings with the exception of meeting some friends for dinner.  I do feel a little better in that I am not shaking and breaking out in sweats all the time.  I am still struggling with doing anything, but at least I am not beating myself up constantly about it.

Right now I feel not much at all.  I am sure the anxiety and depression will return in the morning.