Wow, I feel like I have been busy although I still haven't gotten much done.  I did manage to file the forms to close down the corporation, but I still need to get with my CPA and get the financials all figured out.  Last week I went to my parents' house--my high school reunion was this past weekend and I decided to go.  My parents, however left on Tuesday last week to visit my little sister and her new baby.  They should be there about 3 weeks.  This left me at their house by myself which was OK.  I really enjoyed their high speed internet.  Since they have 10 MB service I was able to watch some old TV episodes from Hulu. 

The reunion was interesting.  I was a geek in high school and really didn't have a lot of friends.  I knew a lot of the people and  of course you talk to them at school, but I didn't participate in the out of school activities such as field parties and the like.  I enjoyed the seeing some of the people including my roommate from college, but I still managed to sit in the background most of the time.  I had really wanted to be more outgoing, but it didn't happen.  I skipped the football game on Friday night, but I did go to the picnic and the dinner on Saturday.  I got to see a lot of my Facebook friends.  When I got my Facebook account all these people I either didn't remember or didn't really associate with in high school wanted to be my friend.  I was playing a lot of games on Facebook at the time and accepted--so I got to talk to see some of them and even talked to a couple.  It was very interesting how people have matured--of course, I don't feel like I have matured at all.

I drove to my parents' and it is quite a long drive.  I left on Friday after being at the club and stopped for the night around 3:00 AM and then started driving at 8:00 AM.  I paid more than I wanted to, but at least there was a free breakfast included.  Coming back home I drove all day Monday.  I was a little concerned about the drive.  I thought I would do a lot of thinking about things.  I wasn't sure where my thoughts would go.  Instead I ended up singing along with the music playing and pushing everything out of my mind.  I am still not sure if that is good or bad, but in the end I arrived home safely--I was concerned that I might get overwhelmingly depressed and do something stupid.

While I was at my parents' I did some thinking about my situation.  I am very frightened I am going to run out of money and I don't know what will happen.  I keep hoping I win the lottery or something so that I don't have to worry about money.  I am disappointed every time I don't win.  I also keep hoping people will click on the advertisements on this blog, but according to Google Analytics nobody is visiting, so there is no money there.  I know that I am going to have to get a job, but I don't know what I want to do.  I have been doing some volunteering and I realize that I enjoy helping people, but I am scared to death about the whole job getting process.  Getting a job needs to move up in priority on my list and yet here I am writing on a blog instead of updating my resume and sending it out.