Again I am posting the next day, so I turned back the clock so that I could arrange the posts chronological based on what happened on a particular day.

Monday was an interesting day.  I Ihad a lot of things to do.  I needed to talk to the telemarketer, I needed to deal with my bank moving from Wachovia to Wells Fargo.  And there were a few other small things.  I woke early and just didn't feel tired.  I got up and took care of a few things.  After lunch I called a psychic I had found on-line.  I was very surprised when she say she could see me that afternoon.  I went ahead and made an appointment.  I wasn't sure what to expect, but I was hoping for some kind of revelation or at least the winning lottery numbers.

Arachne uses Tarot cards as her tool to get in touch with whatever it is psychics get in touch with.  She did an upside down pyramid formation.  The first four card represented my past.  The four cards were supposed to tell my spiritual, emotional, intellectual and behavioral situation.  I can't exactly remember all the cards, but it was a deck of her own making.  It was not what I expected.  Anyhow, it turns out that I was/is emotionally out of whack.  The emotional card was upside down which I can't exactly remember what she said about it other than it was out of whack.  She also said that my intellectual side was very well used  and the rest needed to be brought into harmony.  I remember one of the card was a child's tricycle with books for wheels.  There was also an egg shell with a hole in it and lightning or electrical forces inside.  I talked with her for a while and there were some interesting things she said.  One of the things is that she thinks I should look at getting back on unemployment and that I should have never stopped--this makes me wonder if she see financial issue ahead or if she picked up on my concerns about finances.  She was also concerned that I don't remember a lot about my childhood and thinks that could hold the key to my issues.  She was definitely a fan of the it takes time and you need to chip away at it type mentality.  She wanted me to do three major things:  1. she wanted me to go riding on a bike for at least an hour to let my mind work while my body was working.  2. she wanted me to get a punching bag and hit it once a day at the same time everyday to release the anger I have been suppressing.  3. she wants me to volunteer my time and she suggested Big Brother.  She felt that working with a child would bring me more fulfillment.  I do not know if I will do them, but I am thinking about it.

After I went to Sam's for some bread and milk, I went home.  I was watching TV and playing games and thought about trying to find my Central Casting book which I keep thinking is Heroes of Legend, but I am not sure.  I went through the closet and separated all the magazine and the old D&D stuff.  So now I have a stack of Dragon, Dungeon, Lego, and Men's Health magazines--and I don't know what to do with them.  I am thinking I will just recycle them, but part of me wonders if Dragon or Dungeon magazines are worth anything.  At some point I went through and paid some bills and that really made me depressed as I looked at where I am financially.  I keep telling people that it is better than it is.  It wouldn't be bad at all if I would work at getting some clients instead of trying decide if I want to close up after a few months of not doing anything.  I ended up taking some sleep aids and anti-anxiety medication to get to sleep.